Personal side of mission life: three people on the edge in the middle of bush in West Africa

Saturday, September 30, 2006

Going back

I hate going back to my mission. Really. From the day before I leave I start feeling nervous and sad. When I've to go back I'm always sure I want to end my contract as soon as possible.
Brussels may be a nice city. I'm sure it is. For me it is just a nevernding stop over, sad and lonely.
No matter if I go around, I eat chocolate or I do "compulsive shopping". It's always a no man's land, where time is too long and thoughts are too sad. Where I miss everybody and everything.
I don't want to go back to an empty city. I don't want to go back and say good bye here and there.
I hope monday comes soon, things are always better when you are inside them.

2 Comments:

Blogger Naho said...

You are right that things are much better when you are in it. The worst is usually when you are waiting, expecting and imagining... Come back to our village soon, and you'll find things are not so bad... it's been fine though we are missing you!

8:37 AM

 
Blogger Yasir said...

Hey hey hey!!!!!

And they say I am negative.... man whats wrong, cheer up and look forward to the fun we are going to have without naho :-)

And this time i brough many movies

10:41 AM

 

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