Lyrics of song I feel close

NOTHING!

Hate ain't enough to describe me
Somewhere between screaming and crying
I'm not supposed to be here
I'm not supposed to be

When do I get to know why?
Bitter as the stink of when I try
I'm not supposed to be here
I'm not supposed to be

Pull your hands away
I'm gone - goodbye - it's so depressing
Withering away
Take a look - inside - my soul is missing
All I have is dead, so I'll take you with me
Feel like I'm erased - so kill me just in case

Everything around me's mine
Can't see through the sties in my eyes
I'm not supposed to be here
I'm not supposed to be

Scratching and clawing all the way
You won't let me f**king stay
I'm not supposed to be here
I'm not supposed to be

Is there another way to live?
Cuz it's the only way to die
I'm not supposed to be here
I'm not supposed to be