Do you still....?

Sometimes people we don't expect, are much more sensitive than what we think. The fact is that they are just quiet, they don't ask, they don't question, but they see and they feel right exactly what is going on. They are able not to look upset, nervous, worried, but they know.
And we keep on thinking that everything is under control and nothing is wrong because everything is quiet with these persons, so it's quiet also with our self.
Until they ask. And they ask so naturally but so straight forward to the point, that you understand that they already knew, that everything was in front of you and that what you are trying to hide to yourself is there, evident on the table.
And especially, I understood that I've no answer, not the answer I would like to give, not with the strenght I would like to give it and I don't know what I can say. We lie much more often and naturally then expected. And we justify it. And I look at it without surprise nor astonishment. Sometimes it's not easy to give the proper answer. Because there is no truthful proper answer. There is a mixture of emotions and I hope I can go through it before trying to give an answer.