To be or not to be

Last night finally the words came out as simple as direct as the truth and once again they surpised me, the way they were already there and I was the only one who did not know. I could have really changed the future months, all the decisions, the doubts, but I did not. Maybe because I'm stuck. Or maybe because I really felt it was the right choice not to let it go.

"To be, or not to be: that is the question: whether 'tis nobler in the mind to suffer the slings and arrows of outrageous fortune, or to take arms against a sea of troubles, and by opposing end them? "