Personal side of mission life: three people on the edge in the middle of bush in West Africa

Monday, June 18, 2007

Nel blu dipinto di blu....


Apparently stuck in Italy due to burocracy (at least for what concerns my "couple" vacations), I'm rediscovering my own country and the blue Mediterranean...and swimming in its transparent green, turquoise, clear water, smelling the perfume of the pines, sunbathing under a light blue sky or walking in a shadowed wood, eating delicious fish on a terrace on top of the walls of some medieval small town, made me not regret any other place.
In my recent life there are a lot of contradictions, of things I want to do now, that I know I can do, but then for personal circumstances I'm not doing because somebody else can’t. But maybe I'm doing other things instead that really deserve. This trip to the south totally did.
In a few days I will be back to Liberia, maybe for a short while this time, maybe for longer than expected. This time home I really felt something different, I had difficult feelings, more desire of my own time and space, I felt the weight of some choices, of some sacrifices and renunciation.
But as usual, I loved the sea and I felt light swimming in the Mediterranean, in its blu dipinto di blu.

1 Comments:

Blogger Yasir said...

No depression mate... State of Denial is always like that.... Well there is another thing about life i.e. the older u get the more uncertain you become....

Beside that there must be a strom going inside of you, just keep your self prepared you will see the light very soon....

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