Mayhem

Mayhem literal meanings are chaos and confusion. Well if I use this world to have thing in my mind reflected in words, it might just be the right word. The chaotic routine of Monrovia has drilled its way into my spirits. I hardly find time to spare for certain alone moments to think about certain things in a day to realize that this would soon be over. I would may call is a therapy every day to keep the composure. But never ending thoughts of being lonely and alone in the life I never wished for. Things get particularly tough when in a group of 15 people you feel alone. Well, working for humans gives eternal satisfaction, but working with complicated humans gives ultimate frustration. The thoughts for and against sticking to current situation,…. Some times becomes too much and mayhem continues